Thursday, April 4, 2013

nothing but a negative

some people will get it.

I never know what to say when something bad happens. i dont cry, i dont break down. i go into action, brick walls go up to distance to distance myself from the situation. no i dont cry, if I ever start....well, i wouldnt want to be around.


In all of the blogs and posts Ive read from over D parents, moms talk about the hate they have for diabetes. I dont get it.

I dont HATE diabetes. diabetes is not a thing... diabetes is a lack of proper function. the absence of function actually.... diabetes is a negative, therefore it cannot win, because it is nothing.  the only weapon diabetes has is a lack of control. well, guess what... I'm a control freak.

challenge accepted.You can try to haunt every member of my family, but I will control you into submission.






2 comments:

  1. I get it. I had a brain stem tumor and stayed on top. I get it. Way to go.

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  2. Thanks, sometimes I wonder just how disconnected I've become. What mother does not freak about something like this? I have those moments where I realize that diabetes is the #7 cause of death, but I push it away and just keep on going. Not my kid.

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